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Take me down by teddibuns, literature

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Take me down

Tell me can you take me, Can you tell me you really care, Tell me can you break me, Can you really say whats fair, Tell me can you forsake me, Leading us both into despair, Tell me can you make me, Can you turn our pain into a lovers air, Tell me why you shake me, Why I can see dominance in your glare, Tell me why you arnt faking, Why there is love in your stare, Tell me why your acking, Why you pin me to this chair, Tell me how you could wake me, How you could show me how much love we really share, Tell me how you could turn me all around, Tell me why you chose to take me down.

bullies by teddibuns, literature

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bullies

I know that there are those who think they have no strength left, I know its hard when people put you through these horrid tests, but just come and sit here with me, and hopefully this truth will set you free, now no one should have to put up with this horrid mess, or live life having regrets, about who they are whether inside or outside, it is in these times I, push for those without the strength to fight back, to keep holding on when we come under attack, because no one should have to say, 'yah I'm the one who attempted suicide he other day', those who bully are just hattin, because they see your strong enough to make it, in this world wher

love doesn't lie by teddibuns, literature

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love doesn't lie

I don't know what to tell you, but when i see myself, i cant imagine me with anyone else, i don't know how you got there, deep into my heart, it should be obvious to me, cus i was in love from the start, but when pain clouds your vision, and you don't know which way to go, don't lie when i ask if you love me, and tell me you don't, i can see into your heart, and i know what you say isn't true, because I've seen your true feelings, and this just isn't you, you are the kind reassurance, when i say i'm not sure, you are the gentle hands that held me, when i was still pure, you are the one who saw my innocence, and didn't shove me out the door, y

real hard by teddibuns, literature

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real hard

real friends, real love, its real hard, to fake these feelings that i have, and all these opinions on this are a tad, bit insulting to my character, i would never do anything to hurt him or her, but i have these people acting as if this were, me betraying those i care about, that i'm instigating this fallout, well i'm here to say you cant hide your feelings, when for so long you had your mind reeling, over someone that you thought who really cared, but realizing your vision was really impaired, yah my trust just ain't the best, but at least i have faith unlike the rest, of the people who I call 'friends', making me wonder when, they thought

Move on by teddibuns, literature

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Move on

I've been broken so many times before, But I can't do this anymore, I need to move on from this, No longer being held by the wrists, Choose the way I need, No longer give in and feed, My anger and pain, So that love and support can be gained, I know that she needs what she needs, But I have things I need too, I need to pull out the harmful people like weeds, And no longer see them as someone I have to rue, Know that my feelings are real and true, That what I need is something new, To let my life move forward and let it be, Break out and be free, Give myself the courage to say no, This is not me, This is not what I need, I need those who are w

Suppression of religious expression by teddibuns, literature

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Suppression of religious expression

I walk in the shadows in the dead of night, Then during the day I hide in plan sight, And my faith should be my right, But as you can see this is my blight, I can not show who I really am, And most people here don't understand, Because most people will do what they want because they can, So I will not let such an opportunity slip through my hand, In this unrelenting xenophobic land, That makes everyone who is a little different withstand, These horrid words and views on them created by an artificial brand, Because of this and for others I take a strong stand, For you to listen and understand, So I ask if not demand, Like the headscarf g

feelings anew by teddibuns, literature

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feelings anew

so i know this feeling is deep, to even follow me as i sleep. and i wanna trust that its true, but this feeling for me is so foreign and new, so i'm just gonna let things flow, ans see where this leads and goes, and i hope its what i think it is, because what i really need is this, a constant companion, a lover, a fighter, a lot of compassion, who can hold me tighter, who will stay with me through thick and thin, who doesn't always need to win, who wont yell or need to fight, who's open with me and wont cause strife, there are too many coincidences and too many signs, too many times i didn't draw lines, i see so much in common between you and

Hurts by teddibuns, literature

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Hurts

hurts- it hurts me to know your lonely, it hurts to know you care, even if its not the way i want, and so i see us both rotting in despair, to have the one you love forever at your side, and to know they are forever blind, to the way that you've always felt, you will curse the cards you have been dealt, i know i have to accept you will only be a friend, and i will keep these feelings locked away until the end, but promise me this as my last wish, we will both find happiness in true loves kiss....

Pagan Heart by teddibuns, literature

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Pagan Heart

Pagan Heart I'm not a lost soul but a found one, Unlike most I know the ground I stand on, It can be wish washy, black and blue, Or it can be white and red, sturdy and true, Like the wolf I am loyal to my pack and the future we pursue, Like the phoenix I burst into flames to once again be new, I'm like the contrast black and white and red with blue, And I know some of my choices I may rue, But I stick to my beliefs, to the saying stay true to you, When I spread my wings and I myself flew, I knew I made the right choice out of these two, To be myself the one that I knew, Or go with the crowd like almost everyone else will eventually do.

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Artist // Student // Varied

Jan 24
United States
Deviant for 11 years
www.gaiaonline.com/profiles/yinyangvirtuoso/34592425/
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OK, so I am paranoid. I love and can do many things with the fin arts, crafts, music, writing (poetry AND otherwise), and most any other creative outlet you can think of. I love to read and am quite good at understanding difficult text and literature. I also love and am obsessed with the zodiac, Celtic and unexplainable things. I kind of have an obsession with teddy bears and nick-knacks like old toys, windup boxes and toys, and snow globes. I study crystals, folklore, meditation, chakras, among other things.

Favourite Visual Artist

love all

Favourite Movies

lemon mouth, greese, oliver and company

Favourite TV Shows

good eats, man vs food, bridezilla, unwrapped, tosh.o, and too many animes

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

florence and the machine, adam lambert,jojo, Carrie underwood, emenem, and neon hitch, Fall Out Boy

Favourite Books

polyphony h.s., the hobbit, the house of the scorpion, the way of shadows, and the book thief

Favourite Writers

j.r.r. tolkien, c.s. lewis, l.j. smith, markus zusak, gregory maguire

Favourite Games

animal crossing, kingdom hearts, Fable, and both little big planets

Favourite Gaming Platform

ps2,3, and DS

Tools of the Trade

camra, pencil, chacoal, watercolors, tempra and acrilic paint, gesso, newspaper, watercolors, photoshop, pen, ink, wood, carving tools, hemp cord, jewels, metel

Other Interests

collecting stuff, sleeping/ dreaming, tracking (ask and MAYBE I will explan), meditating, supernatural reasearch, psychology, and taking care of animals

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teddibuns

Mar 6, 2015

am back...kinda

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so I've been really busy with school cus its my senior year. and also whirlwind of bull***t that has been being thrown at me. I also have been having horrible sleeping problems the past month or so. but i uploaded some of the poetry I've written, however no pictures will be put up til i can get a hold of a good camera. once i do tho, prepare for a shit tone of amazing a** drawings and stuff cus of my AP art class I got in and the super inspiration I've been having. :)

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teddibuns

Aug 19, 2014

found this and just had to share with you guys

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-Dance gavin dance, Burning down the nicotine Armoire "Too shy to know your worth, hurt from insensitive behavior you’re scared of what this really is and where this might lead us next don’t let me go I feel it (it grabbed us by the throat) (it grabbed us by the throat and we continue to breathe) it’s how I feel about love that it’s not worth it (your license) i n failure dreams fall pushing nightmares over pavement walking these streets like a victim writing death threats in the wet cement you say I will lie and let me win this life you won’t regret my love make you happy at your best you’d noticed all of

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teddibuns

Mar 26, 2014

Quiz!!

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I took a quiz and got scary accurate results. 0.0" You lie with how you act. You are a 'glass half full' kind of person, or at least you pretend to be. You act like the person people need. You are quiet and logical in group that needs some morals. You are upbeat and positive in a group that needs some excitement. You are kind and understanding when people need a shoulder to cry on. Basically, you lie about who you are. Your kind  heart is easily manipulated by people who are just looking to use you, but you have a tendency to bring out the best in people. You are a wonderfully positive person and everyone loves to be around you. You live fo